The Four Inexplicable Events

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For Phillip these Events are the most important Events of his life.  More than Mother, more than Marriage, more than the birth of children.  These Events caused a change in Life-Direction and Life Expectations.  Seeking the Truth about God now became a must rather than a casual.  As the years have gone bye this feeling has only become more focused and a foundation in Phillip's reality.  

 

Events like this can happen to anyone with the correct mind-set, clarity of vision, and a "Seeking" emotional heart.

 

First Event:

1986.  I was driving South on Preston Ave. in North Dallas, coming home after spending some time working with Toby Arnold who was in Carrollton, the next city north of Dallas.  So, driving down Preston I got into the left hand turn lane at the intersection with Spring Valley Rd., the light was red.  I had some papers on the passengers seat and I was looking down at them when I noticed the traffic starting to move.  I looked up and saw the green light and stepped on the gas peddle and turned the stearing wheel to the left.  The light had turned green for traffic going straight, but not for turning... not my turn light.  I had just turned into on-coming traffic, traveling at about 40 MPH.  Time stopped.  I looked up from my papers and as I turned I looked straight into the eyes of the driver in the car I was about to hit, broadside... he was looking straight into my eyes with shock.  I looked to my right at the car that was about to hit the side of my car. Again I could see the guy driving and the look of shock on his face.  I looked to my left at the car that had just passed and could see the driver's eyes looking at me in her rear view mirror.  My heart jumped into my throat and I closed my eyes as I tensed for the impact... but nothing... no impact.  I opened my eyes and realized I was about 50 yards down Spring Valley Road, away from the intersection.  I pulled over, stopped the car and jumped out.  What the hell just happened?  How is this possible?  Why am I not in an accident; injured or dead?  My heart was pounding and I was confused.  How was I saved from that?  How did I get down the road...What the (F) heck. I don't understand!

 

Second Event:

 

1992.  Living back in the Sacramento, California area and working in North Sacramento.  Again I am in the car and on my home after a day of work.  I am coming down the freeway (US 5) and getting into the right hand lane so I can get onto Hwy 50 East.  That interchange always gets backed-up during rush hour and I was just sitting there waiting for traffic to start moving.  All of a sudden I felt funny in my body... like I was being contorted; pulled out or sucked in to something; just really a weird feeling and then things went black for a second.  The next thing I know I look out and see my hands on the stearing wheel, but they are not my hands and it's not my car that is going about 60 MPH down the freeway.  I feel a heaviness in my chest and I pull the car over, from the fast lane into the empty median so I am out of the traffic.  The next thing I know is that weird feeling again, a very short blackness and then, there I am back in my car waiting for the traffic to begin moving.  I am like crap, what just happened???  what was that?  At home that evening watching the 10 o'clock news on the TV there is a report of a man who was having a heart attack in his car on the freeway.  At the hospital the man said that he blacked out, but it felt like there was someone else in the car helping him.  Holy smokes.

 

Third Event:

 

2003 and now living in the Sierra Nevada foothills town of El Dorado just east of Sacramento.  Nice house on two acres with a view of the valley that lights-up at night.  It is early Spring and I am down on the lower acre cleaning up stuff after the winter storms, branches from trees and other debris.  Now I am running the weed-whacker when I hear my wife, Dawn call my name.  I turn the machine off and turn around, but no one is there... funny.  Start up the engine again and go back to work.  Moments later I hear my name again, but this time I don't take the time to turn the machine off.  I whip around and see nothing.  I stand there in dismay when all of a sudden I was in this light that seemed to be streaming down and through me.  No sound, no movement... nothing but quiet.  I looked up and my mind was being filled with Knowledge... Gnosis.  I could understand how it all works.  The truth about our connection and the energy, and what makes up this thing we call "god."  To say the least, it was fulfilling and emotional.  Knowledge is strength.

 

This was my moment of "Knowledgeable Enlightenment."  I am sure, similar to what Jesus experienced, and similar, I am certain to what Jesus actually guided people towards during his life, and just like what you can also achieve and experience.  It is what Jesus actually taught and wanted for us...  Enlightenment.  I haven't been the same since.  With this Knowledge life became easier, more thoughtful, more purposeful.  It is what I hope for everyone.  Motivated, Phillip wrote a book called, "Gnostic."

 

Fourth Event:

 

This fourth event is quite special to me and I have only ever told this to my wife because it is nearly unbelievable.  I didn't even mention it in my book.  I only believe it because it happened to me - and that's how I almost expect other people to react... so why go through that? Anyway, here it is. It's beautiful.

 

When I was very young I always wondered where we came from.  It seemed to me that everyone else was always worried about what happens when we die, where do we go and what really will happen.  Not me of course, I always wondered where we came from.  It seemed to me that if you know where you come from you should know where you're going when you die.  I mean... don't we always go home after a vacation?

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2009, and it is Christmas Day.  I am driving up to Yreka, California where my Mother-in-law, Donna is dying from cancer.  My Wife and Father-in-law are already there, of course.  I arrive, go into the house and become part of that scene.  My Mother-in-law and I always had this Unspoken Spiritual Connection.  We had spoken together about life and death, the world of energetic beings - spirits and intelligences.  We would talk about other worlds and the potentials for other realities/dimensions.  I had told her of my curiosity about where we came from rather than where we go.  She thought that was an interesting and provocative perspective. 

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OK; It becomes late afternoon.  My Father-in-law is next to Donna and checking to see if she is still breathing.  He looks at me and his eyes ask me to come over to verify what he is thinking.  I go over to my wonderful Mother-in-law, mother to my wife... grandmother to my children and I check... and yes, she has stopped breathing, eyes are fixed - she is gone.

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I step back a few steps into the center of the room; front door behind me and looking towards the kitchen.  Something, some energy is filling me and I begin to turn my head around to the left, towards my Mother-in-Law.  As soon as I am looking across to my left and I see Her, it begins.  

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She is lying on a roller hospital bed against the wall.  I'm looking at her as she, her energy begins to leaves her body and I see a red, glowing, fuzzy dot appear on the wall behind her head.  The dot, about the size of a quarter, begins to move.  First straight up the wall to just below the ceiling and then to the right, along the top of the wall.  This red, glowing fuzzy dot continues to move along the top of the wall up to the next corner, it turns right and follows this wall in front of me, above and past the opening to the kitchen.  Still moving to the next corner it turns again and is now following the wall on my right hand side.  As it continues to move past me I turn my head and continue to follow it right up to the next corner on my right and behind me - over the front door.  I turn my body to face that corner and in an instant the ceiling and walls in that upper corner just disappear or open up,  and I am seeing a pantheon of silhouetted figures, human-like shapes, slightly moving, trying to look at me.  I am aware of the immense power that surrounds and is coming from their combined and focused intellect... their Thoughts, as it were.

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As I am looking up I become aware that what I am seeing is being shown to me in a way that I can understand, but certainly is not the full understanding.  I "hear" a voice, or rather a thought put into my mind that tells me to look down.  I look down and see a spinning, circling, violent darkness of "clouds"... like looking down, inside a tornado.  As I look I see a car, a refrigerator, a bicycle, a house, people and animals, a TV set, a shopping cart, an airplane and a ship, a hammer, and so much more...  Everything!  I begin to look up again at the Pantheon of Figures and as I do I am suddenly repositioned and I am now under the spinning "tornado" and I can still see the Pantheon of Figures up above.  I look straight out, not up or down, right at the end of this spinning tip of this funneled  tornado which is still spinning and moving.  As I look I see a drop form on the end tip of this tornado.  The drop forms and then separates with a small flash of light.  I watch the drop move through space; slightly down, then out and away.  I see and become aware that the drop is moving with intelligence.  I watch as it finds its place in an endless row of other drops.  As my view expands I become aware that it is not just that one row of drops, but that there are again, an endless number of rows also.

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What am I seeing? What am I looking at?  It is the answer to the question I have had since childhood:  Where do we come from?  What I just experienced was the process of Creation, and here is how I now understand it. 

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At first there is the Pantheon of Figures - all slightly moving as if vying for position; focused and intent.  Then, second there is the spinning dark mass of clouds... like a tornado with all the stuff in it.  Third, underneath the spinning funnel and the drop forms, finds its place in the row and finally; fourth I realize the space I am in is full of drops.  Rows and rows of drops - innumerable. 

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The Single Drop that formed and found its place is Our Universe, and there are many of them; too many to count.  The focused,  purposeful, and combined intellect (thoughts) of the Pantheon created the spinning black clouds with all the stuff in it which produced the drop... our universe.  In other words, "Creation" is nothing more than what I call "Precipitated Thought."  I cannot explain how that works, but I do understand how water precipitates out of the sky - we call it rain.

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So, in all that is the answer to my childhood/lifelong question: Where do we come from?

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I can fully understand how we could be, in a sense Precipitated Thought.  An illusion just as the True Jesus would tell us. 

 

This raises the question of Who... who is benefitting from the illusion; who created it? Well. that would be the Pantheon or Figures.  This raises even a greater question; who is the Pantheon of Figures?  That would be all of us, we, ourselves, everybody.  Everybody  here now.  Everybody who ever has been, and everybody who ever will be - we, all of us combined and connected in Energy is what we call GOD. 

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These kinds of experiences can happen to you too... with the correct, open Mind-Set and a Seeking, Emotional Heart.

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